Devotional Thoughts
These devotions are a big part of the expedition we’ve been on to live wholly authentic lives. They are compiled reflections of many years of journaling about life, learning, and walking with God. Some will sound very much like they are written to our sons because that’s exactly what we set out to do. We wanted to pass on to our family what life can be like if we simply set our eyes on Jesus and try to become more like him every day.
Today’s Word
A Poisoned Heart
Watch over each other to make sure that no one misses the revelation of God’s grace. And make sure no one lives with a root of bitterness sprouting within them which will only cause trouble and poison the hearts of many.
-Hebrews 12:15 (TPT)
Daily Journal – January 9, 2009 – This morning God woke me up at 4:30am. I really wanted to go back to sleep, but I couldn’t, so I got up, got my Bible, made coffee, and sat down to read. How did I know that today was the day that God was going to break me of the bitterness that has plagued me for over nine years? God took me back to a place where I have allowed hurt to turn my life down a path I never intended to follow. He showed me how I took something personally, that wasn’t really about me at all. Today, God allowed me to see from HIS perspective and, like Paul, it was almost as if scales fell from my eyes. I feel relief washing over me and this terrible burden I have been carrying of unforgiveness is gone. I am ready now to move forward and I have a genuine excitement for what lies ahead.
When I think of poison, I often see images in my mind of spies biting down on hidden cyanide pills. Thank goodness that’s not the way bitterness works in our lives, but its slow and steady takeover of our thoughts and attitudes can be just as deadly. We have to remember that Satan’s plan is to isolate us. He knows that relationships – friends, family, and community – provide the best defensive shield we have against his personal attacks. Bitterness sneaks in so easily, and before we know it, we no longer see or think clearly.
Ask God to reveal where you have allowed bitterness to enter in and let him walk you through the healing process. It’s necessary, and it’s worth it!